Fog in the Blog

Pray 2I read, study, and meditate on the Scriptures. I’ve felt I heard the voice of God unmistakably speaking to me. With confidence, with authority and in very personal ways. It’s not that way right now; I have been shaken, but;

“I have set the Lord always before me; because he is at my right hand, I shall not be shaken. Therefore my heart is glad, and my whole being rejoices; my flesh also dwells secure. For you will not abandon my soul to Sheol, or let your holy one see corruption. You make known to me the path of life; in your presence there is fullness of joy; at your right hand are pleasures forevermore.”                   Psalm 16:8-11

I am slipping but;He drew me up from the pit of destruction, out of the miry bog, and set my feet upon a rock, making my steps secure.” Psalm 40:2
My spirit is faint, but; “The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me… to give them a beautiful headdress instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning, the garment of praise instead of a faint spirit Isaiah 61:1, 3 

I am in a season of uncertainty. I am questioning why I know what I know, and if I have any clarity of His word.  My truth is being challenged, from my very core. I still believe the gospel, yet these feelings show my unbelief. I plea with God like the father in Mark 9:24 “I believe; help my unbelief!” 

I write partial posts, only to question the contents. Am I rightly handling the word of truth? (2Timothy 2:15) I am timid about really hearing clearly.  Yet, even in my fog of doubt, my prayer is that “Having the eyes of (my) heart enlightened, that (I) may know what is the hope to which He has called (me), what are the riches of His glorious inheritance in the saints, and what is the immeasurable greatness of His power toward(s me because I) believe, according to the working of His great might” Ephesians 1:18-19


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